BABY ON BOARD Pregnancy updates

38 Weeks


Yep, this is what 38 weeks pregnant looks like folks. Ice cream, ice cream and more ice cream (trust me, it’s a more attractive picture than one of me right now). I’ve been obsessed this week and have no idea why – maybe Chip is desperately trying to build up her fat stores? Maybe I’m just a massive pig? Who knows. But Ben & Jerry’s have done well out of me this week (sidenote: Phish Food is still my favourite, mmmm those dark chocolate fishes….).

Anyway, I can officially say now that I’ve had enough of being pregnant. Two of the ladies in my NCT group gave birth last week and for the first time in my life I’m feeling really quite envious! I don’t normally get jealous at all but seeing their excited messages and cute little pictures has made me feel desperate to meet Chip… it’s like waiting for Christmas Day as a child all over again. Except that in the meantime, your feet and hands are constantly swollen and sore, you have non-stop reflux and burping issues (digestion woes are back again – maybe the ice cream is to blame?), your brain doesn’t work properly and real, deep sleep seems like a distant memory…

Alas, Chip shows no sign of turning up any time soon. I had my 38 week check up yesterday and all was totally fine – the GP seemed to think that Chip’s head was 3/5 engaged but I know that doesn’t really mean anything, as heads can be engaged for weeks before birth. I’ve had some strange incidences of period-like pain which have got me all excited, but nothing consistent or lasting very long.

Other than that, we’ve been thinking more and more about names. I had a mini rant on Twitter about the fact that, since Oli and I are not married, we have to choose which of our surnames to give the baby (legally, we could actually give her a totally random surname in fact – one that neither of us have, which is WEIRD). This is now starting to stress me out quite a lot, and I’d love to hear what other unmarried parents have done?

I much prefer Oli’s surname (Darley) to mine (the constant Jack/Vera comments and quacking noises have taken their toll on me over the years) but then I also feel a bit sad about having a different surname from my daughter. It’s really tricky. Getting married is not an option (been there, bought the t-shirt, happily returned it) and changing my name to Oli’s just seems like an odd thing to do. Not to mention a load of hassle. Oli’s said that he’s happy for her to have my surname but then I feel that he’s not really connected with her, which is daft I know… it’s just obviously I am going to give birth to her so I very definitely am. So basically, I’m moaning about a problem that there’s really no solution to – I suppose I just have to get over it.

Also, we have a first name we love, but we stupidly told a few people what it was early on, and I’ve realised now that you mustn’t tell people your baby name ideas until AFTER THE BABY IS BORN. Otherwise people think they’ve got free rein to express their opinion on it, and then you start bloody worrying what other people think, and questioning yourself. Which is stupid because you’re never going to find a name that everyone in the whole world loves. At least once the baby is born and the name is a fait accompli, people usually have the manners to nod and smile politely, and say how delightful it is… (and then slag it off behind your back, but y’know, them’s the breaks).

We’ve spent most of this week on Nameberry, shouting out different options to each other and getting more and more confused. I am now hoping that once Chip is born, we’ll look at her little face and the right name will become abundantly clear. What do you reckon? Otherwise we may end up calling her Chip* for life…

Sigh. Back to the ice cream, methinks.


38 week ice cream face

*for those that are interested, ‘Chip’ came about from when my pregnancy app Glow told me that Chip was the size of a chocolate chip. I started calling her ‘the chip’ when referencing how she made me feel (nauseous, tired, hungry etc etc) and it stuck. I quite like it as a nickname actually and if she’d been a boy, we really might have considered it…

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  • Reply
    August 13, 2015 at 11:33 am

    We gave Mischa my surname as a middle name, we got married when he was almost 3 and I changed my surname because of going to USA for a year but I still use my maiden name for business

    • Charlotte Duckworth
      Charlotte Duckworth
      August 13, 2015 at 11:34 am

      Ah! I think I might do the same! A few people have suggested it and it seems like a good solution 🙂

      • Reply
        August 13, 2015 at 12:08 pm

        was going to suggest the same–“Chip” Duckworth Darley is really lovely!

  • Reply
    August 13, 2015 at 3:25 pm

    We told people names we liked before Zach was born too and yup, they TOTALLY ruined them for us.
    Zach was an early on name preference but then it ended up at the bottom of the pile of names.
    However, when he was born he didn’t look like any of the other names. He was most definitely a Zach.
    Before we saw Lizzie and chose that zingy name for our lively and zesty looking baby, we were actually certain we would call her Aimee, Sky or Zoe. Funny how it all changed for us when we actually met our children.

    • Charlotte Duckworth
      Charlotte Duckworth
      August 13, 2015 at 8:17 pm

      Ahh your story gives me hope! I really hope when we meet her it’ll all become clear 🙂 PS Zach is a lovely name!

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